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  • The first principle of place

    “Did any of you happen to see –” desperately, he wracked his brain for an op-ed or headline  relevant to order forms. “To see–” he repeated. Wing it.  “What happened to the bond market this morning?” The maybe engineer’s eyes were trained on Jamie’s, and he smiled at her.  “Something very unusual occurred,” he said.…

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  • whether to call myself I or she

    One Monday evening before the clocks change, I fly to Florence to attend the wedding of an old college friend. I’d arranged everything at the very last minute, and travel alone and somewhat circuitously, leaving Boston just before midnight on a Monday and arriving in Florence some eighteen hours later. None of this is interesting…

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  • The Bus Stop Method

    The Bus Stop Method

    My sister is in an art cult whose focus is on forms of attention that are resistant to capitalism. My sister is not a working artist, exactly; perhaps she is no longer a member; perhaps membership is for life, or at least a stage of it, like a real cult. We were walking together through the…

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  • The Guest, and other ghost stories

    I had eighteen hundred dollars in my checking account. This had seemed like plenty, before. Very quickly I came to understand that it was nothing, a dinner, a bottle of Grey Goose and a third of a table at Pink Elephant.

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  • Stain of sun, dust of yellow buttercups

    In early spring, I take a pitchfork to the long-buried borders, unpeeling packet after packet of dead maple leaves. The snowdrops underneath are a startled, resentful chartreuse. I scrub moss off the barn doors with dish soap and hearty amounts of borax and wage sisyphean battles on the den carpet’s behalf against the profligate mud…

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  • The pieces sat up and wrote

    “The snow in the mountains was melting and Bunny had been dead for several weeks before we came to understand the gravity of our situation.”  Skiparee is an unpaved road that cleaves to Mount Anthony’s graduated ascent, a clay and quartz limn up a spare corner of southwest Vermont. A modest mountain; a serious hill;…

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  • More like a particle or more like a wave

    The French anthropologist Nastassja Martin described her encounter with a camchatma brown bear in the Siberian wilderness as: “A meeting, an implosion of boundaries, a melding of forms.” The moments she spent within the bear’s jaws, she writes, were “intimate beyond anything I could have imagined.”  The experience cost Martin much of her face.  A…

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  • some poetic shock of intensity

    Mid-September, my husband falls from the lowest branch of the hemlock tree beside the kitchen – twenty feet! – and breaks his leg. Beastly tree! Beastly ladder. The latter splayed where it has fallen, the unnatural diagonal, the beastly orange of it all – until my brother in law disposes of it. The ladder is…

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  • She wasn’t just curious. She was planning this the whole time.

    Everything that the lake was, the island was in concentrate. Forested, generously canopied, bouncily carpeted in princess moss and many inches of pine needles, encircled by a lone, narrow footpath that widened at the shoreline’s clasp. Heady, resin-green smell of pine and low-bush blueberry. My pulse took on the grandfather clock’s booming consistency; my footfalls,…

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  • Then he picked up his rain coat, turned around, and went to hell  

    Wasp-waisted island off the coast of Maine. The point in the afternoon where the heat has gathered itself up in folds. Independence Day, which feels, this year, like a sour joke. I’ve stolen away to the third floor of the old, expansive house where we are staying. To write, I have a blunt pencil and…

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